Inside The Outside

Should’ve Kissed You

Looking back from the moment we met, I can’t help but be mad.

Not with you, or anything you’ve ever done, But at myself for not listening to my heart.

From the very first words to the way you said bye, it was clear that I should’ve kissed you.

I should have told you that ever since the first time you blessed me with your smile,

My heart melted and my soul rejoiced.

I should have showed you that the way you looked at me took my breath every single time.

You gave me all the signs, and your feelings were bright as day,

But I waited too long and now you’re gone.

It was a fight that I had already won, I just didn’t claim my prize.

I’ve never felt feelings more real, yet my actions were never more fake.

My heart was leading me to you, but yet my mind ran the other way.

Our hearts made a silent agreement to meet halfway,

 And I should have held up my end of the deal,

But instead I left you standing,

And now I’m left here thinking about all the things I should have done.

I trapped myself in the friend zone, when you wanted me to be your man.

You stole my heart in an open and shut case,

But because of my stupidity your heart became the victim, and my mind the killer.

No motive to be had, no reason to my crime, yet the verdict will forever be regret.

Its crazy how you gave me all the signs, and led me right to your heart,

Yet as I drove along the only road I still managed got lost.

I got lost in you intellect, and tongue tied by your compassion.

Your beauty had me frozen and you humility melted me.

But all of these excuses still cant hide the facts.

I should have kissed you girl. I should have made you understand how deep my feelings run.

Actions speak louder than words, so I should have been your surround sound.

But I promise you that if we ever meet again: I will kiss you, I will tell you how I feel.

But until that day, all I can say is: I should’ve kissed you, I should have made you mine.

marry you

It’s something different about you.

Not quite sure if it’s the look you give me when our eyes meet,

Or the gentle way you speak to me,

But honestly I don’t care because this new feeling is amazing.

The way that the whole world seems to stop when I hold you is amazing.

The feeling in my chest when you say those three words is astounding.

I find myself falling for you and only wanting to rise to one knee.

I find that I want to show my love not thru only intimate moments,

But thru a speech that ends in “I do”.

I awake from sleep just so I can get to the actual dream, which is being with you.

From the day I met you I knew something special was bound to happen,

And it was my goal to make sure you where in it.

So I set out to tie the knot with that gold lasso around you’re ringer.

To some it’s unthinkable, but no need to ask because I’m telling you I’m ready 

I’m not quite sure if it’s the sensible thing to do,

But then again love doesn’t always make sense.

It’s the type of thing that makes < + 3 equal love.

Love is the type of thing that makes fights end with smiles.

Love is a feeling so strong it makes eternity seem too short, and makes days seem like hours.

A feeling so strong that makes a mortal becomes superhuman.

Love makes one person more than enough.

Love makes the sun rise even in the evening, and makes the stars shine during the day.

Love has the answer key to the test of time, and created the guide on dealing with adversity.

I know I’m in love with you because the worst of days end in beautiful nights.

So now I’m sure what it is,

It is that look in your eyes combined with your gentle voice.

It’s your body combined with your mind.

It’s the way you love me and the way you make me feel.

Hey Baby, I think I wanna marry you.

picture perfect

Pictures are said to be worth a thousand words,

But I attempt to paint one using so many less.

I’ll paint you a picture that’s allows you to view the same perfection I see.

I’ll use my words in an attempt to capture the magic that is her,

To verbally depict the wonder the falls and replaces her feet at every step.

I’ll touch your heart with literature, just like she touches mines with her stature.

She’s an image of beauty fit for only the museums of heaven.

A sculpture created from only the finest clouds to ever grace our skies.

A canvas painted from the most divine of pigments, her skin as soft as the best water colors.

Blessed with all the style and grace of Van Gogh’s hands.

Every step more mesmerizing than Picasso’s strokes

But she’s more than a still picture, more like an elegant movie,

Inspired by the true story of Angels, and directed by world making God himself.

We live in a world where everyone strives for perfection,

But she’s the only true picture of it.

And there’s more to her than just the image before your eyes

The words she speaks are like captions added increase the charm

Able to warm even the coldest of hearts, and ignite a flame of desire and affection.

Still as I view this picture, I can’t help but to notice the one flaw.

The white outline of something once in the picture.

Instantly I recognize it, because it was once in my image as well.

It’s the famous emblem of the popular artist known as love.

The artist that can only be seen or felt when two join as one

And create a photo like none before it.

One able to inspire happiness and earn reviews of bliss and joy.

So let us join together

 And revive this beautiful symbol to its rightful place in both of our lives.

So if a picture is able to speak a thousand words,

I hope I was able to write enough to paint my own.

Reblogged from pleadingthefilth

pleadingthefilth:

I OFFICIALLY WENT ONE MONTH WITHOUT DRINKING SWEET TEA

I wanted to celebrate by drinking some…well, tea, but I don’ even want it anymore???

Unthinkable

The other day as I held soft hands

I gazed into your deep pools of captivation known as eyes

And asked if you were willing to take a chance

If you had enough faith in me to do the very thing that we feared.

I asked you to do the unthinkable,

Because I thought,no I knew that I was ready.

You see from the very day we met you have given me this feeling.

And for a while I was able to ignore it and push it to the back of my mind.

Thinking that one day I would be able to handle it,

But why wait when I know that you the one today.

I know you may be scared but the caged bird is singing to be free,

And connection our hearts is the only viable key.

So how about we do the unthinkable

And build something unbreakable,

Because time is only fading for our grasp,

Just like the memories of other girls fade from my mind every second I’m with you.

Ito some they would call us crazy,and to some it would be beautiful.

But that only shows that we’re meant to be,

You see the unthinkable is only so because few deserve to experience it.

And baby we both know we deserve it.

And if I know I’m ready to venture down this path not yet traveled,

Because no matter if my wings are clipped as I fly,

In the end I still fell for angel.

So I was just wonder baby can I make you my baby,

As we do the unthinkable

Made to love you

I still remember that day we first met,

It was the first time my heart ever beat,

I still remember the very thoughts I had as you walked towards me.

The way my body shivered being in the presence of an angel

The way that the slightest mention of your name brought the sun into my sky,

And the way the thought of you made even the time stop and admire.

I tried to deny it,telling myself that it had to be a mistake,

There was no way I deserved someone so special,

Someone whose beauty can only be described as magical,

But overtime we began to talk,we did the unthinkable:

We built something undeniable,and it made my life unbelievable

And I truly knew I was made to love you

My hands were built to caress the temple that is you body,

My arms molded to hold and protect you like no other,

My legs made to stand across from you at the altar one day.

My eyes where chosen to behold you,since beauty is your name.

My lips to kiss you and exclaim your praises.

My time in life was created just to be spent with you

I was assembled to please you and no one else.

Every moment we spend together proves that our meeting was destiny.

I was meant to be your superman and you my Lois lane,

To fly the sky in ways that I never knew existed before you entered my life.

And now as I sit here across from you

I can’t even imagine having to live without you.

My legs wouldn’t allow me to stand,

My arms would weep for lack of purpose.

My eyes would close because seeing mere mortals would be punishment.

And I can only hope that time would stop to spare me

Spare me the pain of suffering as minutes become days,and days into years

But thankfully I won’t have to experience this pain,

Since we’ll live together forever,

We’ll define eternity and truly test the length of forever.

My life was made to be shared with you,and forever I will share it with you

Teach me

Let me hurry up, i’m already late. I’ve failed three times before so this time I gotta pass. Its the same material, but the teacher is so new. she started out as a sub, just here to replace the old teacher. But her style was so rare and unique that the principle just couldn’t let her go. She’s got great history, as both a student and a teacher. all her recommendations synonyms; very compassionate and understanding, knows how to make you feel like you’re the only student she’d ever want, mostly because its true. I asked why she left her old job and she replied, they all showed me they weren’t ready for what I had to teach, and I wasn’t the type of teacher they wanted. After that it time for class to start. Most days she started with a lecture, the framework the same, but the content always different, like a best selling thriller her words always captivating, and revealing. but today she started class off different. She sat down in front of me and began to speak; “I just wanted to let you know I notice how hard you’re working, and that’s new for both you and me. I’ve never had a student willing to learn, and you’ve never had a teacher able to teach, teach you that is. But it seems time just set it up perfectly. It just wanted to let you know that you have my full support and i’m here to make sure you graduate with my honors.” It was at that moment that it all hit me, I had found the one, the teacher that was here completely and totally for me. Not like the past where it was their way or no way. She was here to make me here pride and joy and didn’t care what it took. So I made a vow, I vowed to give my all thru sickness and health, to make changes to all the failed test, and to be proud of all the stickers on my homework. I also vowed that I’d make sure to teach her everything I know, because sometimes even the educator still can learn. But now I gotta focus on class….